God's Plan

soooo.... my plans have been changed by God. I am still going to Australia but not for a year anymore. I have had some issues with school and have made the choice that I can not stay in Australia without the exact funds that I need. Part of me is sad that my original plan is not going to be happening but the other half is still stoked that I am going to Aus. I am trusting in God with this change in plans and see where it all leads. I know that everything is in His hands. I ask for everyone to continue to pray for me. I'm 13th days away from leaving!!!!!!

Ahhhhhh

Life seems to be taking a toll on me. Yesterday I found out that things were not what people had told me and my parents are suppose to be rich. I now am in a bind that I never thought I would be in and I definitly hoped that it would not come to this. I need to decieded to either take another loan or dont go to australia. I feel that things can go both ways... going can change my life and I really want to go but taking another loan could be bad for my future. I do not have much time to make this choice because if I do leave it is in 29 days. Time is not in my favor and my emotions are getting the best of me. All things are bad. I dont know what to do. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Stress

So I am down to one month until I leave and I got an interesting phone call from my program which has now started to stress me out beyond belief. I was really hoping/wishing that the last month would not be crazy but I guess that was wishful thinking. I know that God has this whole trip in His hands but I am still worried. Why do things always come down to money? It makes me upset ans I am a person that needs everything in order and it seems that is not going to happen. Plus I still dont know where I will be living :( I am putting it all in God's hands and im going to try really really hard not to worry too much about things.

So I ask anyone who reads this to keep me in their prayers.. I ask that I can have little stress and that everything gets into order before I leave.

30 Days!!!

Austrlia New Years 2010

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UhN6v7E5Yhk

Australia new years!!!!kinda makes the US look lame. 12 mins of amazing fireworks down the whole harbor.. come on now. i wish i could see it one day. Its beautiful!!! I cant believe that I will be in australia soon!!!